Flow: an update

As everyone says, life is flowing...and the sad part is that it doesn seem to have an ocean to meet... its flowing aimlessly...not even shaping round stones in the way... a lot of things come to mind.. and its cluttered..been thinking about taking a break from this aimless flow and settle down for sometime to rejuvenate and to instill concrete aims to flow...God willing, within a few months i will try again to consolidate the thought process...

Rain
Its monsoon time.. and the rain is nowhere...waiting for the rain to drench myself...may be to wash away something which i'm still not sure of...it showers in the night.. when i'm sleeping...i hear the sounds in the back of my mind... it forms a background score for my vague dreams.....and in the morning, its all gone... just like the dream..

life in ernakulam
since the flow is not free, i went out in search of work...
and i got one in ernakulam....to talk to school children about robots...
and i stayed with my high school mates... people who'v studied with me for 10 whole years.. we still dont know much about each other..but the relation has always been warm...we spent nights reminiscing those times in school..our shaping years.. i was sad because we were living in periphery...we were like the dry leaves flowing in a stream...dead and flowing in the current....not knowing the depths...but as everyone does..we still cherish those days...and some of them just want to stick back to the old times..

then we shifted to a dingy room in the middle of cemetries...muti storied graves sorrounded us.. so we started our life along with a lot of dead dreams...and we lived in a room which do not have much oxygen...it reminded of impending dangers... it showed how vulnerable we were.. the civiisation is counting its days... only some of them are keeping the count...rest are already dead....their minds...i mean